Big Country Expat

Everything y’all have said is being taken into consideration

I’m not a moron FFS

I am however a ‘Paladin in Hell’, making the best of it.

SOME of YOU are fuckin’ morons…
Y’all know of whom I speak.

Unhelpful rants about me, about my choices w/out KNOWING me, OR my fam from now on earn a “Go And Get Fucked Off” level of ban-hammering. I know what I’m dealing with. MOST of y’all have no idea -who- or what I really am, (and capable of) and wouldn’t have the balls to say it to my face…

Make of that what you fucking will…

So anyways, thus far?
The total financials on this?
$5020 in Biohazard Cleanup.
$1890 in Cremation
$500 in filing paperwork w/the State for Emergency Custody (of which I am not on)
NONE of which have come out of MY pocket.

Baby “Stuff” to include onesies, and a new bassinet? $169.00

THOSE I paid for, as it’s the least I could do, as the bassinet that the kid was in? Jeebus Christo…. it’s less than 4 months old and it’s already ripped, broken and decrepit like it came out of a shithole trailer park. I am NOT allowing THAT in mi Casa.

It’s a safety issue.
Cleanliness thing too…

HOPEFULLY I can recover the Taurus Model 65
Hate to see a good weapon with a proper kill count got to waste… Jes’ Sayin’

And despite what everyone is saying about G… Let me tell you

It’s REAL Easy to talk shit when you have no idea the sit-rep.

REALLY easy to pass judgement.

She fucked up

WE ALL fuck up
Anyone who states otherwise is a fucking liar.

She however did save my ass when it really counted.
Even Sapper, who utterly loathed her from the bottom of his blackened female-hating soul has seen a bit of her redemption.

I mean FFS, the Sausage Princess ADORES her.

In fact, not for nothing, Stella has a thing for babies. BOTH previous Grand-Daughters, the Nukular Redhead and Addy, Stella was the ‘self appointed doggo-mama’

Meaning she’d wrap herself around said aforementioned grans, and guard them with her life.

Last night, the first night of Gran #3, a baby boy named “Axel” here at the house in his new bassinet?
Yeah…. quick aside
Trust me….
NOT my idea of a great name either… I’m calling him ‘Muldoon’

Anyways
Stella last night? She wrapped herself in one of his blankies he wasn’t using, and then proceeded to lay down in front of the bassinet, and check every. single. person/animal that came by…

Like MASSIVE protective mode.
Even snapped at Chili when Chili came in and tentatively growled at the smol-hairless ape… rocked Chili back on her ass… let her know that “That’s MY baby BITCH!”

So today we had to go to have G turn in her gear at the Prison

That’d be the Florida Womans Reception Center in Marion for all the fuckwit know-it-all tardos who think they know their shit… In the future, sit the fuck down, mind your manners, lest things get ugly.

Oh yeah forgot to mention… G got fired on Tuesday.

For those of you following, they started fucking with her over a sexual harassment report she filed. This was the culmination, and I’ll leave it at that on advice from Counsel. Yeah… we have a case… that’s all I can say…

And yes, this’s been a week the likes of which couldn’t even be scripted in Hollyweird TBH… what a shitshow!

So while we were loading up, Stella The Sausage Princess refused to NOT go with, despite it being a total of a 6 hour drive round trip with very short potty breaks. She spent the time either checking to make sure Muldoon (who slept the entire trip (great kid for road trips let me tell you) was OK, or just laying her head in my lap, as she IS getting older… the sunlight showed just -how- much gray she has… dammit.

So to end on a funny note tho, after dropping off the gear, and letting Stella take a BIG ole shit on the front grass of the Admin building (Good Girl!!!! Good Dog!!!! and YES it was a MASSIVE stinky pittie-poop) a fren from the People’s Glorious Tractor Factory called to see how I was doing.

Mind you he and I spoke on Monday AFTER I was ‘released’

He’s an older guy, gay, and ‘married’ so to speak.
One of those really cool gay dudes who’s comfortable in his own skin, and that I’m free to joke with. We share an enjoyment of 80’s comedy, and frequently use quotes from movies in our conversations… After he’d gotten caught up on the litany of my bad luck this week, he was all apologetic and I told him “It’s all good… but the only issue I have is I sure picked a bad week to quit sniffing glue!”

His reaction? He started by apologizing for my troubles, and quickly cut in, with the proper lispy-intonation “Look! There’s a sale at Penny’s!!!”

I almost crashed the car I was laughing so hard.
I appreciated it
I needed that.
ADDENDUM:
I -just- found this
Couldn’t do any better myself:

You're on a whole different level when you become unbothered 😂 I’ve Been at this level, have you? pic.twitter.com/vzLdhXQQG2

— G-MA & G-PA (@GPAIndiana) April 18, 2026

So More Later
BCE

OK
Well THIS has been a three-ring-Circus From Hell

I mean where to begin? I’ve been in ‘mission “on” mode’ now for whazzat? 24 hours, no sleep, 2x Adderall for funsies and a couple of Monsters for good luck?

Oh yeah baby!

The drama as it were started on Monday night.
Gretchen had gone to work at the Woman’s Prison (her job is as a C.O. which paid better than the People’s Tractor Factory for damned sure!) and came home to her parents where she’s been living since our separation. She got in early. Since she was unexpected, she popped into her daughter’s room for a surprise inspection so to speak, only to smell a stronk odor of weed.

Now since our separation, I’m not sure if I mentioned it, but I may/may not have, there was a BIG change in her/her daughter’s and G’s lives… See, DC was getting up to her usual misbehavioral shenanigan’s to which I told everyone involved, “I you so!” (that THIS was going to happen) and “Not my circus, not my monkeys!” and proceeded to buy moar guns and take more trips all over CONUS.

<Le Sigh>

The days of wine and roses.

And yet, both Gretchen and I maintained a civil repartee, as I’m not a totally callous asshole. She started coming around to pick up stuff, and I could see she was frazzled, and hey, Stella (despite previous injury) fucking loved having her back… the “Pack” being back as it were. Even Sapper was relatively cool w/the situation. So we didn’t get funky, but I did let her retreat and recover from the slings and arrows of her demented (literally unfortunately) parental units, and her fucking luna-chick daughter.

As said-shenanigans were leading to a eviction.
Meh
Like I said, not my monkeys, and was happy for it.

The response to the (potential) eviction was for her (DC) to go out and get rando-inseminated by who-the-fuck-knows. Like literally. No father on the birth certificate. A baby made out of necessity to avoid homelessness… she never gave a fuck about the first two kids, so why should she care about this one?

DC preggers?

I told Gretchen, “Rots O’Ruck Raggy” and peaced out on that shit.

Circus \neq Monkeys again. (does not equal if the symbol failed to show.)

So the kid was born in December. A baby Boy

Roly Poly fatboi that I could tell, good natured, all that jazz.
I will give that fucking whore one bit of credit, she makes correction, MADE great kids. Otherwise? Whoooooo-eeeeee….

So cut back to this week
Seems she was smoking a weed-vape in the room, while the kid was in there. G, of course went bananas. Took away all her vapes, threatened to call CPS… the usual shit that’d happened at least 6-7 times before. Not that I cared one way or another, except to tell G multiple times that the BIGGEST cause of our separation was her constant need to salvage the unsalvageable.

I told her, the bitch or me, and well…

Guess I won by default as it were.
Not sure if this’s a win to a point… anyways…

So, Monday, DC was stewing and ‘saving up spit’
I warned G to watch her back…
I had a feeling, although I was wrong on the ‘how’ of it

Tuesday things seemed back to normal
G got home, went in to talk to Mom and Dad after a day of working in the Prison (lots of fun stories there that I’ve heard… they have her on the ‘badass’ ward with serial killers and whatnot ‘cos she’s a big ole amazonian bitch) and while talking, DC asked for her weed vapes back

G of course told her not just “No” but “HELL No with bells on”

This’s when it went full retard
DC snapped, jumped G, started beating on her.
Mom tried to intervene (stupid AF as she’s like 82) and she got scrummed by DC. All Hell broke loose, Dad called the cops, and DC ran out of the room. G and Mom pursued her, when she stopped at the front door, whipped out G’s .357 and well…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

To Infinity and Beyond I suppose.

I got the call at 21:00+/-
Had to have Sapper drive me up there as I’d already self-lubricated. Punched out the quick update, and then got the ball rolling on the other aspects of shit that needs to be handled in an emergency. First thing I did was call a Casualty Cleanup Company… told the old man his insurance would cover it. In Florida, when -something- untoward like this happens, if you don’t have a professional clean up happen, the house can’t be sold… there’s a metric fuckton of issues…

So I made a ‘dinner reservation for one’ so to speak.

TBH, it was a lot like that…

Dude was a 20yr retired Vet w/a Graves Registration background. Except his name is Dave.

Dave showed up, and checked things out…
Surprisingly, no major exit wound…
Still horrific but I can say without a doubt that the Hornady 158gn XTP hollow points work as advertised, without -any- overpenetration.

Dave and I went over the scene last night, and he was as surprised as I was, as he told me, when he heard it was a .357, he was all “This’s gonna suck….” until he did the walkthrough w/me. I’ll leave it at that… he was an absolute professional in dealing with G and her ‘rents, but was cool with me when he realized this wasn’t the first ‘elephant’ I’ve seen…

LOTS of seriously inappropriate humor

What else am I supposed to do?
Act all somber and shit?

They did the cleanup at oh-dark early in the AM, and then we had to fend of the nosey fucking neighbors, all who wanted to see wtf had happened. During this I started getting other shit in place to get us the fuck out of the house as I knew G wasn’t doing well mentally with replaying the scene over and over.

PTSD is real man…

Add on Baby Buddha needed full time care.
Yeah… I’m torn between calling him Buddha (chubby boi) or Mountain Man Muldoon… he’s a BIG fucking kid. Part of the problem was DC tended to just shove a bottle in his gob anytime he cried rather than be a mother, so at 4 months, he’s like 22 pounds. He IS big but he’s also fat-fat-fat.

Add on CPS showed up to do ANOTHER full recap of the story, and thankfully, they gave G (and by way of her) me custody. We have to do paperwork, but that’s depending on how long the death certificate takes (I’ve been told up to three weeks for the paper-yeah-it’s-a-stiff-confirmation… fucking bureaucrats)

Same goes for getting my .357 back.

So now…
Home
With Beer.
I managed to pack up ALL the baby-stuff and move it in one trip, and reestablish here, for now, as I couldn’t handle the filth, the parental insanity, and seeing that haunted look on G’s face.

Lord knows I had plenty of practice with Adriana.
And in this case, there ain’t no babydaddy

When I say he was a rando, even DC had NO IDEA who the dad was, so like I said, the birth certificate is blank under “father”. This puzzled and perplexed the CPS kid when I had to explain that in order to –try- and track down who the potential father was, they’d have to roll the clock back to February/March of last year, get a subpoena for her tinder, onlyfans, who the fuck knows what “Dating” App, and then sort through the myriads of potential babydaddies… I told him the same “Rots O Ruck Chuck” and so, it looks like this’ll be uncontested.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
I’ll unpack more random factoids as I remember them… I appreciate all the kind words and shit… TBH, I just feel a sense of relief right now… and I think G does too…
Pretty fucked up to a point Aye?

So More Later
I remain, Insane in The Memebrane (yes, that’s intentional)
Big Country

$$

Even Dead, DC makes life difficult.
She took her own life tonight…
In front of Gretchen…

I’m cold, but not that cold.

So I got shit to do.
Save any criticism for later, I don’t have the bandwidth to deal with any more bullshit right now. There’s also the matter of a 4 month old baby boy who’s now an orphan.

I ain’t got time to deal with anyone coming at me with unnecessary critical bullshit
‘Cos yeah, I’m a fucking white knight, much to my own horror and detriment…
More Later
BCE

Greetings and Salutations!
So I got let go from Ye Olde People’s Tractor Factory today. And before anyone gets all “harrumphing” in my direction, let me tell you, I’m not hurting nor upset… for that matter, you know that it’s a good thing that when you let go, that your response is relief.

As in “Ahhhhhhhhhh… now I no longer have to deal with THAT asshole anymore!” In this case, and out of respect for the company itself, I’m not naming names per se. That and my ‘termination/resignation’ has a clause that states I won’t disparage the place.

Which is fair.
In fact the place? I loved working there.
The majority of folks?
I really liked them.
As much as I’m capable of liking a civilian…

That of course was to be the case up until the new Manager for my department came in and got hired 18+/- months ago… A fucking British National on a 90-day Marriage Visa. Lord knows I –tried– to be cool with him. And then I got backstabbed by him, and I realized he was like every other mid-wit (compared to me) manager with an overwhelming need to ‘dig’ and ‘pick’ at shit.

Now granted, that yes, as my direct supervisor, while it was his job to make sure things were working well, there gets to a point where the term “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it!” comes into play.

Namely he wanted me to do worthless, shitty, busy-work while I was ‘on the clock’. That sort of shit is the bane of my existence. And in my role with the company, well let’s just say that if I had say 15 taskers for a particular day, that I could knock out what needed to be done in less than an hour. Two at the absolute max.

Which means making the required phone calls, sending out emails and the like, requests for reports and/or information, as well as insuring that I catalog all of these attempts and whatnot so we have a solid track on me doing my job.

Which became the problem.

I am capable of doing the entirety of the days work in and hour or two. That subsequently left me with remaining six hours on the clock to stick my thumb in various orifices… Add on that I positively hate busy work…

I don’t do well with that sort of “Look busy, Jeebus is watching!” crapola.

If your numbers are great, if your production is stellar and you have ZERO customer complaints? Leave the fucking guy/gal in question the fuck alone!!!

When I was a Call Center Supervisor with a team of 40 under me? I had one or two folks like that… I left them the fuck alone. And what I told them my only requirement was that when they were fucking off (i.e surfing the web and/or watching videos and the like on OiTube) that they keep it to themselves, and not upset the rest of the workforce.

ESPECIALLY the retarded blaq folks.

ONE of them was a black chick who was a fellow vet, who also happened to be an AWESOME Hoomon Bean… I might be biased but the fact that she also was a combat medic with a Bronze Star w/”V” for pulling dudes out of a burning truck under fire absolutely factored in. “Doc” is still one of my favorites from back then… Wherever she is, I hope things are cool… she deserves it.

Anyways…
THAT was the excuse to can me.
The fact that I fucked off on the clock.

Mind you I’m the only one who was picked out for this tracking. I know for a fact that almost ALL the others on the team fuck off as well… it’s just that no one else was subjected to the microscope factor.

Not that I’m concerned.

One is because they’re paying me one months’ severance, all my remaining vacation time (almost 50 hours) is being paid out, and my earned bonuses (for reviews on Google and what) as ALSO being honored. That and that my ‘release letter’ states plainly that I resigned LOL. Hell… I got to ‘twist the knife today’ as at 13:00 before the fateful meeting, I got ANOTHER 5 star Goolag review… the Client in Question was so pleased that they asked my opinion of what they wrote while I was on the phone LOL. My understanding is that I was one of the absolute top tier performers… so anyways….

Two is because I’ve already got like three fallback positions, one is going tomorrow to work for GunGirl as the in-house gun guru. The other juuuust fell into my lap, but it has MAD potential… More intel on that as it develops…

And third and lastly?
Instead of being all upset and butthurt, I’m chill AF about it.
Like strangely relieved and happy. Everything else is just icing on Ye Olde Cake. One of my frens that I talked to today about said-subject, when I told him about the severance and other parts of the package, told me he thinks it’s the “Please don’t come and shoot us” Severance Plan. I LOL’d!

Not that I’d ever do anything like that.

“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.”

Amen to that Aye?
So now?
Time to Chillax.
And this means y’all will be getting a LOT moar gun restoration poasts and projects. I have that .22 Bolt Action that I need to refinish, and then finish up the long-suffering SMLE that my fren helped me out with getting the barrel fitted.

The future’s so bright…
I gotta wear shades…

More Later
Big Country

Greetings and Salutations!
So, I appreciate all the congrats and thumbs up y’all have had for me and my project. I’m now in the home stretch if you will, and have been (again!) making MOAR! belts.

On that note:

…with the understanding that the two times there IS such a thing as too much is when you’re swimming in deep water and/or if you’re on fire….

Jes’ Sayin’

So I had a coupon from ammocanman dot com. 20? 25% off or something like that. I got it for I think buying a PILE of MREs from there during that time when the market was positively flooded… either way, when I get those ‘save on your next purchase’ cards when I receive a new toy that I’ve ordered, I have an envelope I stash them all in for a “just in case/later” sort of thing.

I realized I wanted some ammo cans to stash the SAW belts in. SO I got a 4-pack of what are most commonly referred to as “M-60 ammo cans”… the correct nomenclature being the M19A1. They were about $15 a piece, but with the coupon and free shipping, it worked out to $12 a can.

So that’s been my Sunday Project.
Cleaning up and painting the cans.

….and yeah, the paining area IS a shitshow. I mean it’s easy enough to clean up, but for now, there’s nothing that -I’m- worried about.

The cans for the most part are rust free, which is a plus, and I hit them with the proper OD Green (literal US DotMil issue) so I didn’t have to pain the entire can:

The color appears to be ‘off’, but I think it’s the lighting and that the paint was still wet when I shot that pic. I then laid them out in the sun to dry and get a sort of ‘baked’ dry if you will.

As you can see, the color is a ‘trick of the light’ as I stated before. Then I moved them inside.

After that, and once they were good to go, I broke out my stencil, taped it down and hit it with the yellow paint:

Now, THIS one is attempt #2 as attempt #1 for whatever reason ‘bled’ allllll over the place. I think it was because the stencil wasn’t flat enough to the can, and when the paint sprayed on, it went UNDER the places where it shouldn’t have, leaving a bled-over mess. I repainted the can, and this time I was faaar more careful in ‘laying’ the stencil down, as you can see in the pic.

And it worked out nicely:

The ‘roughness’ on the pain I think is pollen. The Lanai is positively covered in the stuff. Only this can seemed to get hit with it, so no big deal. I mean it IS an ammo can after all. It’s like going to be used and abused right?

Now since it IS a can designed for 7.62mm, I filled in the interior and bottom with some cardboard. Times like this make me thankful for the Zon and the copious amounts of cardboard they ship their ‘stuff’ in:

This alleviates the belt from banging around and getting all twisted and whatnot as without the cardboard spacers, the belt has waaay too much room to flail around in, and it’s also noisy as all get out. By putting the spacers in, it comes out like this:

I might add another layer on the next can… I mean cardboard? I have plenty!

You can also see the starter tab (the brown plastic plate) on the right side of the can as well. Over all, I’d say it worked out quite nicely for a weekend project.

And per my response to a comment: The overall weight of this, WITH an Optic and a 200 round drum should be about 23.5+/- pounds, which is 2 pounds lighter than a DotMil Issue M249.

Now the optic in question?
I found it on Palmetto State (of course)
Where in a Month or Two (after I pay off my current layaways) I’m looking at dropping MOAR coin on the sight for this. Namely:

FULL RETARD Mode ACTIVATED!!!

Why not right?
Seem to be my favorite phrase these days…

So other things:
Does anyone want/need 3 AC-Unity Windowed 30 round magazines for a VZ-58? My bro Cowboy came over yesterday in the A.M. to do a buffer tube swap-out on his Grandsons AR. A somewhat odd thing this was… The lower was a CMMG AR lower… everything mil-spec, except for the buffer tube.

For whatever reason it had a ‘standard size tube’. Meaning that mil-spec stocks couldn’t fit on it. The kid had bought a Magpul stock, but it wouldn’t go on ‘cos the ‘standard’ size diameter on the buffer tube is 0.05 of an inch larger than mil-spec.

This thing must be much older than I thought as ‘standard’ spec’d pieces-parts have pretty much went the way of the dinosaur. Sort of like AR-15 Bolt Carriers with that cut-out…

The primary difference between an M16 (full-auto) BCG and an AR-15 (semi-auto) BCG is that the M16 carrier has more material on the rear underside to actuate an auto sear, making it heavier and more robust. M16 BCGs are the industry standard for most AR-15 builds, offering better reliability, while AR-15 BCGs are lighter (H/T the Goolag AI).

It used to be as I recall illegal to have an M-16 BCG.

Nowadays?
I think 98% of ALL ARs built now have the M-16 BCG. And the same with buffer tubes and whatnot… so I switch out the tube. Now since I’m his so-to guy, he’d told me he’d picked up some extremely cheap mags for his AK. Problem was, they weren’t fitting at all. I told him to bring them along…

At first glance, they look OK.

Then on closer inspection:

Yeah… the spine is on the far right instead of centered, and the locking lug is on the far left instead of being centered.

The VZ-58 looks like an AK, and fires the same round, but is almost a completely different beast, as it uses a short stroke gas piston and has a bolt-hold open function. Looking at it up close, you can see the differences:

Seems Cowboy got 3 of them by accident…

Anyone want them?
Let me know in the comments or DM me.

So otherwise, like I said before, I’ve ‘tuned the static out’ from my headspace and timing. The only thing of note to me leastways was that it seems in Dublin, according to sources, the Gaurda (the cops) had a BIG ‘sick-out’ with over 400 fuzz calling in rather than face the wrath of the public.

Not sure which way it’s going to swing, but Ireland is over being told how to live by a bunch of unelected dictatorial beaurocrat scumbags from Brussels. Meh… let me know when they start killin’ politicians/traitors. Then I’ll start paying attention…

Speaking of which: Last thing for tonight.
New files added to the Library of Mayhem:

I loaded the files and are as complete as I can make them. The M1337 folder has the link in word format to go to the primary website, and buy some of the parts that you need over and above. The M1337 BTW, looks like this:

I have to get the 3D Printer back up online.
MAYBE this summer?
We’ll have to see.
So More Later
Big Country

Greetings and Salutations!
OK
First off, I’m waiting for my upper. It has/had an 8 week lead time to a 16 week lead time in a worst case scenario. I was willing to chance it, as… I dunno… as reader Jay Dee commented “investing in functional metals.” is a perfect description of what I did.

So I figured I’d break it down like Barney so y’all can see what I’ve gone with. I do have to say that this’s the most expensive build I’ve ever done hands down. I thought the $2200 for the National Match M21/M1A was pricey…

Whoo-wee! I knew not of what I was getting into.

Now… firstly, when I started this project, I knew it’d be spendy. Most good/great toys are. When I initially went to the Lima Six website, almost everything was sold out. Like nada-nichts-neinte. I signed up for the “Notify Me” when back in stock, and let it go. That was mid January.

Mid February, I got notification that a bunch of the cool kid stuff was back in stock. One of the things was a $99 buffer and tube kit. I bought it, as I figured this would mentally ‘lock me in’ as it was the correct tube and buffer weight for the Lima Six upper.

Sure, I could have probably gotten it cheaper piecemeal, but I wanted to know I had gotten the name-brand so to speak exact right tube, spring and buffer, even if it was slightly overpriced… It’s a ‘my mental thing’ so you’d have to be inside my head to ‘get it’. It meant I had committed building this fucker.

And Lo and Behold.
I managed to ‘choose wisely’ in the Silver Market, and liquidated at a price that made me happy, and also allowed me to buy the upper, completed, with the Inconel gas tube, which according to my intel, a high-strength, corrosion-resistant nickel-chromium superalloy which for a Belt Fed is a great choice I’m thinking. It raised the price to $3074.98. Call it with shipping $3100.00 roughly.

Then came the lower.

Now, this thing can clip onto ANY AR lower, which gives it it’s appeal. Turn any baseline AR into a belt-fed Squad Automatic Weapon… what’s not to love?

Well… my own research made me realize I didn’t like the distance the ammo bag/box would have using the standard adapter. The adapter:

gets inserted into the magwell, and then the ammo bag/box adapter clips onto the bottom of that:

Now, to me?

That’s quite a distance for the belt to travel. This (to me) is a bit far… lots of chances to snag the belt or allow shit to get in there as if one is ‘running and gunning as opposed to a situational dug-in defense…

That happened one time during a CALFEX where we were running through the woods, and when I ran through some particularly thick brush, the branches ‘grabbed’ my ammunition belt, pulling it out of the box… the belt didn’t snap but a bunch of the rounds got all fucked up, and I had to re-align them to make sure I didn’t have a jam, as well as re-stuff them into the box.

That took time to fix.

Plus, the adapter is 3-D printed.
I’m all for 3-D printing, but I know that the PLA does have long term issues with use, UV breakdown and the like. Granted that Lima uses SLS Nylon, I’m still very wary.

So… because of this, I started researching.
And found a Lower specifically designed for Belt Fed ARs

Link to it is HERE
Yeah
A bit pricey… but hey, If you’re going to go Retard with Weapons, You Always Go Full Retard.

Now… this was originally made for the FlightLite MCR series of belt-fed uppers. Thing is, the MCR STARTING PRICE is a grand more, with the higher end models starting at $7000.00!!! Like Holy FUCK!!!

Considering a military contract FN SAW costs only $4100?

Yeeeeeah… porking the consumer IMO.
ESPECIALLY that the reviews on the MCRs in general are VERY metsoo-metz. Lots of complaints about tuning it, lots of complaints that the belt has to be practically soaked in CLP…
Yeah… to an old SAW Gunner like myself?
Hard Pass
Even if I had “Fuck You” Money.

So…
I got the Black Widow lower, as well as an adapter specifically designed to move the ammo box/bag to it’s ‘proper feeding’ location. Seems the MCR (which the BFAR was designed for) has a different feed distance and angle. That adapter moves the ammo forward about 1/2 an inch, which allows the Lima Six to feed without having a minor ‘twist’ in the belt:

When installed, well… it works beuatifully.
And so here’s the Reveal:

I went with a Tapco SAW Grip. Tapco got bought out back in 2021, and most of their ‘stuff’ is now just a memory. This one is the real deal that I found from a guy on Reddit. Link is HERE.

He apparently has black AND tan CAGE stamped genuine SAW grips, as you can see on mine. The SAW grip is a chonky-boi compared to other grips, which allows big pawed dudes like me to rock on a SAW or equivalent. Love me that grip IMO.

The Adapter for the nutsack, when installed looks like this:

It slides in, and locks in with a set-screw, which I squirted with some Locktite 222 as I don’t want it coming loose. The trigger assembly is a standard AR until I can figure out the FRT side of things, as the legality here in Florida is retarded. I’m also waiting on the bolt catch/release as you need one that will fit, as the upper sticks out over the edge of the lower, so a standard paddle release gets in the way and needs to be either cut, or in this case, a proper flatter longer turned release is installed.

Without the nutsack attached (that BTW is a 200 round DotMil Issued bag, $150.00 retail) looks like this:

The rear stock is the highly adjustable Magpul LRS.

Adjustable comb, as well as length and even the recoil pad is adjustable. My only complaint about it is that it doesn’t come with instructions, so I had to youtube the vidya to get the intel for installation and function. $99.00 on ar15discounts dot com.

Add on the 1500 in M27 links, the ammo and whatnot ‘stuff’ like a good bipod (which is an absolute necessity) that’ll eventually get added, it’ll break the $4500 level in the end.

Which I’m comfortable with.

So that’s my night.
Hope everyone else is cool.

More Later
Big Country

Greetings and Salutations!
Nope… I’m still alive.
My hands have just been beat on just a wee bit.
I bought a BIG pile of M193 5.56mm. Then I got a bunch of M27 links… The past few days have been me, manually loading and building 200 round belts.

It’s been relaxing TBH
No news
No bullshit…
I just pull up Netflix, throw on a couple of old James Bond flicks, and spend the night building a 1-5 Tracer (M856, which is running low… I need to source more) Mixed Belt with the M193 Ball. The markers are to re-do the color coding as a lot of the original green/orange is worn off from banging around loose in an ammo can…

I’ve done 4 belts now…

So between burning out my hands with the arthritis and loading 800+/- rounds into 200 round belts of hatred, I really couldn’t get into the typing thing that much.

I got one (so far) 200 round soft drum for it:

I got one 100 round ‘nutsack’ floating around in my gear -somewhere- but I haven’t had much luck finding it so far. These things happen when your house resembles a Army Surplus Store amiright?

Tonight tho, I’m pretty much done, and have recovered. Between a fuckton of Voltaren and arthritis Tylenol, I’m surviving.

This lack of painkillers is beginning to seriously cramp my style however. EVERYTHING hurts. Meh. I’ll live, but I’ll be bitching about it.

As far as the Middle East?
No longer care.
EVERYTHING is Fake as Fuck and Ghey.
I no longer have the ‘bandwidth’ to care about it. Yeah, I’m watching it, but purely as a disinterested JAFO. Just Another Fucking Observer. Commentators, we got plenty of in the Blog-O-Sphere.

I’m watching to see just how fucked we might be.

Hence my focus on BLOAT (Buy Lots Of Ammo Today) and stocking a deeper larder. Things like watching the Zon for canned foods on sale. I got a case of one pound canned hams for $5 a can. With an expiration date of August 2030.

12 pounds of ham for $70 for the deep storage?
Not bad right?
So yeah. Part of it is that I know waaay deep down that the DotGov is covering up what have to be MASSIVE casualties. The BDA (Battle Damage Assessments) of some of the places in Kuwait I know personally… as in I used to work in those buildings… Arifjan, Buehring, Shuaiba… all of it blown to fuck all… and yet not ONE casualty/fatality outside of the first five that they put out there…

It’s the reaction to those first five dead that caused this… the hiding of the rest of the dead and wounded like the Krainians. The “Krainian Klownshow Kasualty Kount” is in full effect. Lie, lie, lie some more, and have a non-extraditable country to run to when the truth comes out. Those 5 poor bastards who got hit? Instead of “Rallying the Country Around Old Glory” the reaction was why the fuck did they die and what for? That and a concentrated “Fuck Israel” attitude.

Which is oh so prevalent on Twitter, Reddit and Facebook even.
EVERYONE now hates the Israelis.
And they keep trying to make it that “You’re an antisemite!!!” which no, that’s not it… I’m NOT an anti-semite.

I’m anti-Israeli.

Most people don’t have a problem with Jews in general. It’s the people actively murdering women and children, raping men women and children and having the audacity to laugh and brag about it. I.E. the fucking Israelis.

I’d personally say I HOPE Iran has a nuke and fucking uses it on Tel Aviv. If they won’t go in the oven, well then… bring the oven to them… Nasty fucking Ziococks.

So that’s where I’m at tonight.
Hope everyone is well!
More Later
Big Country

Greetings and Salutations!
Just a short one tonight.
In addition to the Challenger Disaster and my slight connection via my fren in High School and his cousin and the absolute horror that he saw while being a Coastie Rescue diver on that mission… there’s another close connection I have.

In this case it’s from Little Country, my partner in crime for about 20+ years. Unfortunately due to circumstances and some other stuff I won’t go into unfortunately we’re no longer on speaking terms. Middle Country and I are still tight, but L.C.? Notsomucho.

An interesting fact or two to begin with. L.C. was born and raised in the Bayou in Louisiana. Half Cajun on his pappy’s side, when I first met him, at Christmastime First Wife and I went over to his rented house in Copperas Cove while we stationed at “The Hood”. His front lawn had, no shit, a pirogue with Santa in the cockpit, being pulled by 12 little wooden cutout Gators, all painted up with lights and the whole nine yards.

Middle Country is ALSO a ‘ragin’ Cajun’ from Louisiana… he’s a retire Command Sergeant Major who used to run the NCO academy for the Guard and Reserve back in the day…

No idea why, but two of my closest brothers in arms for the Afghanistan/Iraqi time, were both Cajuns…
Worked for me…
Fuckers know how to cook that’s for damned sure…

Yeah…
Anyone north of I-10 was a goddamned Yankee.
Me?
Despite my extreme Northern birth both Middle and Little took me for what I was, which according to Middle was “”Welllll Big Country, when he was born, it was like that ole looney tune cartoon with that drunk stork… a good ole Soth’ron boy got unfortunately dropped up off in the North, and some poor damned Yankee-baby was prolly dropped in the deep south… B.C. is just here reclaiming what –should– have been his birthright!”

I’ll have to agree.
Never did fit in up there, and down here?
I’m definitely home if’n you will.

So here’s the thing about L.C. His dad? Well to look at him, he’s a short, white haired, bowlegged, bum-looking ‘old dude’ who gives off a vibe of ‘too many years/too many beers’… Cigarette stain ‘stache… hard hands with a lot of callouses… a man who know and appreciated hard work.

Now… here’s the kicker.
NEVER judge a book by it’s cover.
The man had more doctoral degrees than I can even count, and knew Dr. Willy Ley… Yeah… that Dr. Ley… the guy who helped essentially (pardon the pun) the modern space age via his writing and research. He also worked with Werner Von Braun, and I’ve seen a pic of L.C. being held by him when he was (L.C.) a toddler around 1973+/- from back in the day…

Wild right?

I once sat down with Scottie and he blew me away. I mean the guy looks like a dude who’d be asking you for spare change on a subway right? Ball cap… torn up jeans that’re ripped all-to-Hell… the guy just ‘didn’t look the part’…

At L.C.’s wedding in Costa Rica I got quite a few stories about the various “Oh Shit” incidents that NASA had during the Space Shuttle program, as Scottie was one of their -go-to’ guys for problem solving. Like how he had to go on eBay to find pieces/parts to ‘upgrade’ the remaining shuttle fleet after the Columbia Disaster…

Seems that was actually S.O.P. as the means of printing a board, or I should say the equipment that the company who originally built the Space Shuttle(s), namely North American Rockwell had, after completing the ‘run’ of the build(s), had shut down and sold off the ‘stuff’ you needed to make replacement parts.

Scottie used to have to chase down pieces/parts to do upgrades and whatnot. He worked out of Stennis and Huntsville for the most part, trying to “…avoid that damned Florida pestilence!”

Guy is (was? not sure since I lost contact if he’s kicking) one of the more fascinating Hoomons I’ve ever met. An absolute case of not judging a boot by it’s cover for sure.

So otherwise, just a wee bit of a wander down memory lane.
I’m still trying to make sense of the “rescue” (which is most NOT making any sense) so we’ll see

I have that detector that’s positively screaming at me:

DEEP in the red..
And as I get more intel, and chew it over, we’ll talk.

So Happy Easter!
More Later
Big Country

Greetings and Salutations!
Looks like I’m under attack for ‘badthink’
It took me until NOW to get into the site.
Go figure.

Ok a busy day. First off, Comments.
1986
My Sophomore year in High School.
When the Challenger went UP and became scattered pieces-parts. The reason I’m so intimately aware of it was I was from New Hampshire. It was a really big deal that Christa McAuliffe was the “Teacher in Space”. To the point that for back then, there were TVs broadcasting the entirety of the launch from start to ignominious finish alllll over good ole Winnacunnet High School… (be me: Class of 1988, same as that lesbian thundercunt current People’s Socialist Republic of Taxachusetts ‘Governor’ Maura Healy, but you won’t find THAT in her ‘of-fish-al’ biography). “Fish” being the key part of that last bit… mean girl extraordinaire. I wouldn’t piss on her to put her out if she was writhing around on fire at my feet…

Anyways…

So it was like a holiday when Christa went up. Little known nor spoken of fact was her husband was a BIG contributor/contractor in the FedGov, and the ‘fix’ was in… I learned that from MomUnit who’d ALSO put in for it at the time as she too was a 6rth grade teacher from NH. We found out later that the fix was in, and essentially McAuliffe’s husband sent her to her death unknowingly… gotta sorta hate it for the guy airight?

So yeah… It was like a holiday in school… all classes wandering around, watching and such whatnot… all the way up until the grand Ka-Boomy-BOOM!

I look back now at MY reaction versus my classmates.
THEY reacted like the future NPCs and drones that they were.
Stunned.
Speechless.
Horrified.
All the ‘normal’ reactions (in theory).

My reaction?
Hysterical Laughter.
Even back then, I had an extreme sense of absurdity. Meaning that to me? The entire concept was just perfect for such a disaster to unfold.
All the hype.
All the expectations.
All the hope.

Only to see it dashed on the ‘rocks of reality’ if you will.

To be honest, maybe I was cracked… leastways when they hustled me off to the guidance counselors who tried to square peg me into a round hole… I couldn’t stop laughing though at the utter hilarity of the absurdity of the time…

I mean what the fuck did they expect?

They sent me home with a note to the parental units that I might need professional ‘trauma care’.

Pfffft…

I just saw reality through the gimlet eye that I’d developed due to the insincerity and callousness of the school when it came to the utter shitty treatment and bullying I had suffered under for OH so long.

NOW you care?
LMFAO!!!
Get bent you assholes.

So anyways, that’s MY personal “Challenger” story, as grim as it is… I DO feel bad for them poor fuckers who were on board… little known fact: the folks on the upper decks unfortunately lived thru the explosion. My Best Fren at the time, a southern dude named Dirk had a cousin who was a Coastie Rescue Swimmer… who happened to be one of the guys who was on call that day…

He visited about 6 months after the fact, and I got to meet him.

Haunted is a term…
This was 1986
PTSD wasn’t a ‘thing’ then.

Seem he and another guy were the ones to dive on the cockpit section. There were two levels… the bottom? Everyone was smooshed to paste by the fuel tank detonating… pushed the floor of the orbitor into the roof, squishing everyone…

The top floor?
Well it seems that they lived… just long enough to die on impact at 200mph plus, or from drowning. Dirk’s cousin didn’t go into details. Poor bastard’s face told me all I needed to know…

Gruesome enough right?

So anyways
On to more interesting news.
So… we lost 3 F-15s in the first week of this shitshow due to a traitorous Iranian Sympathizing Major who shot down those 3 aforementioned aircraft. Now what I find fascinating is that the aircrew photos and videos show after the shoot down in the recovery phase?

No one was wearing US Flags.
In fact NONE of them had any identifying nationality.
EXCEPT
The uniforms themselves?
They were Israeli air crew uniforms.

Got me a hunch that the Kuwaiti Major decided it was one thing for the US to launch strikes on Iran out of Kuwait, but was ANOTHER entirely different kettle of gevelt fish to allow Izzies to fly out of Kuwait….

Then today?
We lost an F-15, one crewmember recovered
We also lost an A-10… how the fuck that happened is a mindscrambler as an A-10? I mean Jesus Christo!!! Those things are unkillable. I mean on April 7, 2003, Capt. Kim “Killer Chick” (great callsign BTW!!!) Campbell took a direct hit from an Iraqi ADA missile… She landed the A-10 after what should have been a catastrophic incident:

Bitch got bigger balls than most.
She went to ‘manual’ on the plane to bring it home, because her Hydraulics were blown the fuck out. She literally muscled that pig back to base, and landed. The damage got totaled after: “After landing, ground crews discovered that her A-10 had sustained damage to one engine and to the redundant hydraulic systems, disabling the flight controls, landing gear and brakes, and horizontal stabilizer. A detailed inspection revealed hundreds of holes from extensive flak damage to the airframe, and that large sections of the stabilizer and hydraulic controls were missing.”

<Slow Golf Clap>
Good on ya Killer Chick!!!
We need more like her.

So it seems we lost an A-10.
Like I said and evidenced, those things are like flying “Tonka Trucks” if you will like all us Gen X kids had…

In-deeeee-structable.

Currently, there’s no word on the pilot dammit…

Then, there’s footage out there of what’s obviously a Blackhawk in -some- configuration falling from the sky on fire somewhere in Iraq. No so good… If that was a recovery bird, it had a crew of 5 plus depending on mission… meaning it probably had a Pilot, Copilot, Crew Chief, Door Gunner and Medic/Air Rescue Recovery/Pararescue dude… Possibly 5+ KIA ‘cos a Blackhawk on fire, falling from the sky?

It used to be my worst nightmare to get hit, at height on a “Crash-Hawk” There ain’t no walking away from that sort of shit…

So prayers for them
As our DotGov keeps up the Krainian Kasualty Koverup Kounting….

Which by the way THAT right there?
MAJOR RANT INBOUND:

Failing to acknowledge our dead and wounded in a proper time and place, and cover it up due to blatant politics, renders ANY AND ALL COVENANTS WITH THE AFOREMENTIONED GOVERNMENT (I.E. THE GOVERNMENT OF THE “UNITED STATES”) NULL AND VOID FROM HERE ON OUT.

WE REJECT YOU AS IS OUR RIGHT.

PER OUR FOUNDING DOCUMENT(S), THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE:

“When a government becomes destructive to the rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, people have the right to alter or abolish it and institute a new government. This includes the right to resist tyranny, revolution, and self-defense.”

Well guess what fuckers
As a retired Infantryman, all I can say id IF the numbers come out (as I suspect they will) Then well… it’s time for this place to close it’s door, ‘cos it’s time to go hunting.

I will not accept some bureaucratic bullshit diplo-dip-dunk BULLSHIT to cover up the sacrifices our warriors have made.

Our Oath of Service to this country, as fucked up and shitty as it is right now, is still maintained DESPITE the career communist profiteering pieces of shit who “supposedly” ‘represent’ us.

The only thing they represent is their own feces flaked corrupted asses. We’re FAR BEYOND THE TIME OF THE GUILLOTINE!!!

IF IN FACT IT COMES OUT THAT THEY ARE IN FACT COVERING UP THE DEATHS OF OUR NOBLE WARRIORS,

I SAY IT’S TIME TO TAKE THE FIGHT TO THEM AND THEIR FAMILIES.

Let them sweat it.

Fuck. Them.

Let THEM fear US for the first time in their bloated, disgusting jew-worshipping dual citizen mammon worshipping lives.

This isn’t about Democrats or Republicans… this is about two sides of the same fucking coin. This is about the “Epstein Elite”… the fucking baby-eaters and rapists that have openly admitted to being as such in the emails and Epstein documentation, and YET NO ONE HAS BEEN ARRESTED NOR FED INTO A WOODCHIPPER YET!!!

It’s far past time to put the fucking ‘skeer’ into them as the much mis-maligned Confederate General Nathan Bedford Forrest said…

Scare them Retarded.

I’m so fucking pissed off right now, I can’t even think.
Let them ‘come at me’
Let them understand that “WE THE PEOPLE” are DONE with their bullshit, and that treason has a price that will be paid.
Make of it what you will

So More Later
Big “Pissed Off” Country

Greetings and Salutations!
Well, lets see. The wordpress was down for a few days after I tried to update a few things. From now on the updates are mach nichs unless it’s a critical update. I was able to recover the ‘stuff’ I needed but y’all wouldn’t have seen any difference. It was the control interface having issues playing nice with the Goolag and it’s shytte.

So this pas week has been interesting. Yesterday Artemis II went up into the sky and didn’t blow the fuck up. I mean I personally didn’t expect any issues with it going UP… it’s the coming DOWN that it’s track record totally sucks. The last time those two astronauts got trapped for how long? on the ISS until the DotGov finally broke down and asked for Elons help. I just looked it up and it seems they got stuck there for more than nine months, returning on March 18, 2025. Originally scheduled for an eight-day mission departing on June 5, 2024, they remained on the ISS due to a reentry heat shield problem.

So since I missed the launch, as I’m still making up for lost work at Ye Olde Tractor Factory, I’ll for sure want to see the reentry in that it just may become a new shooting start so to speak. The only other time they (a space program, in this case the Soviets) had a MAJOR reentry problem was with the death of Vladimir Komarov on Soyuz 1 on April 24, 1967. During reentry, the Soyuz 1 parachute system failed, causing the capsule to crash at high speed and burn, killing Komarov, the first human fatality during a space mission.

Accounts vary, but part of the story is the parachute failed BECAUSE the heat shield failed. Per the Soviet style of giving contrary stories, the real deal will probably never be known.

Much like how OUR OWN DotGov is in MAJOR ‘coverup’ mode with all the shit that’s been going on with the Iran fiasco. Video footage… real footage from Camp Buering, a place I know intimately shows damage that UNLESS everyone was evacuated before the Iranian strikes, then they had to be quite a few dead G.I. as well as buttload of contractors, both US and third country nationals, i.e. TCNs.

I’d say we’re using the Krainian Kasualty Kounting method now… the one where Krainfeld claims only 60k dead in total for the whole war when anyone with 1/8 of a functional brain knows that the dead run into a million plus… I also personally think that this’s why the RetardCheeto is trying desperately to get out before the numbers start slipping out.

There are only so many ‘training accidents’ that can be utilized to justify the deaths of our troops before people start asking questions. It also doesn’t help that because there are so few Americans “in boots” so to speak, and the majority so disconnected from the DotMil, unless the families themselves start asking questions and comparing notes, the coverup will probably be successful.

Of course IF the ‘cover gets blown’ so to speak…
Well at that point I’m done…
I mean we live under a foreign occupied DotGov.

To think I used to laugh at the neonazis who were screaming from the Treetops about the “ZOG” or the Zionist Occupied Governement”… just like that crazy tinfoil hat wearing Uncle at Thanksgiving (or in this case, that guy who looks a LOT like me, as -I- was the crazy neghew/uncle/grandson) I owe an apology to those folks

They were right
AGAIN
In fact I don’t think they went far enough.

So… this afternoon, I had to clock out and go to the VA as they’re on another anti-opiate crusade, meaning it’s readily apparent that us banged up dot com vets aren’t self-terminating at a proper level, so they have to throw gravel in the gearbox to try and boost the numbers…

Fuck that.
I’ll be in Mexico in two weeks with a pocket full o’pesos and a Pharmacia that I got my shit from last time. Hate having to do it that way, but I can’t deal with this bullshit. The VA’s latest thing is to send me outside of the VA to the VACC program, of which I am intimately familiar with as -I- used to run a VACC help center. VACC stands for Veterans Administration Community Care program…

In this case they want to implant some nerve stims into my lumbar and cervical vertebrae. Spine surgery…. lovely.

There’s a multitude of reasons I haven’t let these fuckers cut on me, and that’s that it is FAR too easy to have an ‘oopsie’ and I end up shitting in a diaper or even worse, completely paralysed from the neck down. Seeing that I’m already paralysed from the neck up, I have really no interest…

However they told me today that the pain meds are gone for good. So I need to find a good dealer as well as keep making trips to third world countries where the shit is OTC.

Now also, since I got home, seems that Pam Bondi got shitcanned. FINALLY is what I say. Now, and interesting side note: EVERYONE thinks that the Epstein file cover up she was working on had everything to do with her loyalty to Trump. The thing is that there’s credible evidence that she’s got serious ties to SCIENTOLOGY.

Now…
If there was ever a group known for being viciously overprotective of its members, it’s L Ron’s made up phony baloney Zenu Based “religion”. I mean they got hit with federal cases for ‘doing the dirty’ in the past… “Rabid”only begins to cover how hard Scientology protects it’s own… Now since Epstein ‘collected’ the rich, powerful and famous? Any bets that there’s probably quite a few high-up members of Scientology involved?

I mean the general reaction to Trump being in those files is “Meh”. No one at this point would really give a fuck. Now David Miscavige? The current “Handmaiden of Zenu” AKA L Ron’s ‘successor’? Considering the Feds as well a civil actions have been suing his ass over the years… One such recent lawsuit, filed in April 2022, refers to repeated sexual assault of children by senior Scientology executives in the Sea Org during Miscavige’s leadership. The case also involves allegations of human trafficking, forced labor, and other forms of child abuse…

Sounds like Epstein’s kind of goy does it not?

So IF and I say IF the files finally get released and that fucking scumbag is in them, well then I’m sure it’s safe to say that Bondi wasn’t worried about the RetardCheeto, but the Handmaiden of Zenu…

It is what it is.
I do know gas is now $4.59 locally, with IF you want to travel you can get it for $4.25. That alone tells me RetardCheeto has lost the plot to being the Jewish Lapdog. The midterms no matter what are going to be a shellacking, and when RetardCheeto gets out of orifice, they’re going to do their damnedest to put him and ALL of his people into prison, and if you voated for him, the rest of us get put in re-education camps…

They think
Hence the belt fed and the monthly purchase(s) of 800 rounds of belted 5.56mm. The more boolits, the more stacked bodies.
“Come at me bro!”

So that’s me for tonight. Made a pot of chili that’s pretty damned good if’n I say so myself. Saw “Other BC” at the market which was cool… he’s a good dude but our schedules are sooo fucked up it’s hard to meet up. I really need to have him over to the Museum of Mayhem for a beer or 5.

So more Later
Big Country